10/2/2023 0 Comments Painting macaroni![]() As I said above, I struggled through this first painting trying to remember all I had know before my loss and finally came to the realization that the past is simply imagination as well as the future. It is far too great and vast for common understanding. The nature of these understandings are that we can never perceive reality in all of its context. I have again been involved in the study of "the nature of reality", our perception of it and our place in it and have come to some solid understandings of it. The wind, snow, sun setting and rising still does not produce the feelings of awe and wonder that it used to but I do get an occasional moment of those amazing feelings that we are all capable of. I am beginning to see the beauty around me again and feel fleeting moments of love for all of humanity. My heart goes out to everyone who has lost a loved one, especially a child. It is one of the oldest and simplest known forms of art. ![]() Everything I had know was gone, memory, feelings of love and beauty had been knocked out of me in a single moment. Category: Arts & Culture Related Topics: drawing cave art prehistoric art See all related content macaroni, in art, Late Paleolithic finger tracings in clay. I kept thinking it was all still inside me. I kept feeling I must remember all I had known previously about painting. It is a very "tight" painting and was quite a struggle to accomplish. The first painting I have finished is downloaded here (DAARPA Hummingbird Drones). Painting was always my way of healing and see that it will be that again. Finally after recognizing my situation I have begun to paint again. The painting I was working on when she passed has sat untouched for more than 2 years. Examples of the form range from simple scratchings and jumbled. Innumerable examples appear on the walls and ceilings of limestone caves in France and Spain ( see Franco-Cantabrian art ), the oldest dating back about 30,000 years. I recently have been able to paint again. macaroni, in art, Late Paleolithic finger tracings in clay. Recently I feel I have been emerging from a dream, a dream I now recognize was not a dream at all but in fact what we all term "reality". Everything I knew and had been was knocked out of me by the shock of the loss of the most important person in my life. I have been unable to paint for the past 2 years. I felt as if I too had died but was left here in this plane of existence. Two and a half years ago my beautiful 17 year old daughter passed in an auto accident. First, my apologies to the few who have followed me and to the general public for my lack of attention to this website and art.
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